WANDERLUS†

"On my way"

2012-03-04T20:58:00.004+08:00

2802

Shit I still buy despite being poor.
Sunglasses& phone clutch, Cotton On / nail polish, SASA

2902

LEAP DAY! *jump*

Moving story and a poignant reminder to everyone how everyone's lives has been altered since 911 attacks.
4/5 stars

0103

0203

Picnic at Marina Barrage!

There was a Navy guy who asked us to help him launch his kite lol.

0403

Birthday lunch for The Mom at Tung Lok Signatures, VivoCity.

Crisp-fried prawns coated with salted egg yolk served on lettuce

"Tan Jia" style braised Shark's Fin with shredded fish maw (which I don't consume)

Steamed cod fillet with spicy homemade sauce

Braised "Dong Po" pork served with mini bun

Poached "mee sua" with diced chicken, mushroom, and vegetables

Chilled fresh mango and pomelo with sago

Mango birthday cake, from Bread Talk

Paint the town rainbow

2012-02-28T18:16:00.001+08:00

"To Dance

No Way To Make A Living, Masochism,
Pain, Perfection,
Muscle Spasm, Chiropractors, Short-Careers, Eating Disorders

Film

Adventure, Tedium, No Family, Boring
Locations,
Dark Rooms, Perfect Faces, Egos,
Money, Hollywood And Sleaze

Music

Food Of Love, Emotion, Mathematics,
Isolation,
Rhythm, power, feeling, Harmony,
And Heavy Competition

Anarchy

Revolution, Justice, Screaming For
Solutions,
Forcing Changes, Risk, And Danger
Making Noise And Making Pleas"

- RENT - La Vie Boheme B

The Rosenbergs - Birds of a Feather

2012-02-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

Life's too short to even care at all

2012-02-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

2202

2302

2402

For what's worth waiting 3 hours.

Watched this online. 3.75/5 stars

And this quite sometime last year, kept forgetting to mention it.
Part of me die when Angel died, 4/5 stars.

2502

Breakfast; milo, Nutella spread on bread, chicken cheese sausages

PL Guzheng in the news again! :') So proud of my juniors.

I'm glad that amongst all the stupid things I did back in school, this was one thing I can always be proud of.

2602

Michael Van London - Feel Love

2012-02-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

What?

2012-02-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

0702

In case you have not know, I HAVE A JOB. AT ESPLANADE. I'm not that useless anymore. Now I know how to mop floors, clean table and wash dishes.

0902

Chocolate chip cupcake from High Society, MBS

EAT FREE FOOD!!

Do closing everyday this week. Closes the shit out you. I need to memorise all the shit abbreviations the way I memorise my social studies. *kicks in O Level brain mode* Work = PL Club. We lurk everywhere.

Customers, take mercy on me. Manager, take mercy on me. Seniors, take mercy on me.

1002

More free food! And Jeanette Aw came to the cafe today! *starstucked*

I smell like pastry everyday. -_-

(update, due to an unexpected chain of events, the cafe doesn't need anymore temp part-timers so i lost my job. Fml)

1102

Cheap rings from fleas

1402

Well, if you got fucked, hope you used protection. :)

1502

1902

PLEASE SUPPORT!!

Top, Topshop / Jeans, F21 / Shoes, New Look

Nautical ring, flea

Marble cheese coffee, TCC

Wicked: The Musical

2012-02-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

0802

Stage, from where I sit.
You really can't complain.

David Harris. The guy who plays Fiyero. :D

Wicked, they had me at the colour green. A truly spelling-blinding show, had goosebumps for every single song. My hands were never that tired from clapping, gave them a standing ovation as well. For everyone who like musical, it's worth your every cent to watch it.

A green grasshopper

2012-02-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

3101

Comfort fruits.

0102

Here's to 29 days with dairy products.

Cousin's name in Egyptian: J-I-N-N-I-E

0202

Caramel hot chocolate

0302

Mushroom dumplings

Vanilla Ice Blended

8GB iPod Nano. The name is Nikki.

0502

Fishball noodles dry, without chilli

Ebi sushi

Sparkling lemon juice

Mushroom ramen

To my future children,

2012-01-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

2801

Dear someone who changed my life,

*Cues in "Food Good" from Wicked*. I owe you big time, really I do. Thank you for being legendary in my life, teaching me, molding me to what I am today. Without you, there probably wouldn't be a me.

x

2901

My door gate somewhat reminds me of what you'll get if you mix a French clown and Charlie Chaplin together.

Dad's side family lunch. Vegan food; go soy!

Dear the person that i want tell everything to, but too afraid to,

Well, maybe I'm not afraid to tell you everything, I'm scared because what if it turns out awkward :/ What if you one day backstab me? What if... I hope someday I can tell you whatever is in my heart.

x

3001

Some Lion Dance stopped by Topshop and this what they left.

First sms of the day, got posted NEW MEDIA (R19), REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC. My last choice. ._. This is so lame. And I applied for a job at Esplanade. Don't I love doing things that I've no idea about?

Dear my reflection in the mirror,

You're jaded, and rather bitter. You've been through quite a handful. Not many people say you're the best looking reflection in the mirror. Not big enough eyes, not sharp enough nose, not porcelain skin, too short, too skinny etc. Well screw them.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

x

Bedazzle jazzle

2012-01-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

2701

Blouse, online / Jeans, New Look / Bracelet, a gift

Look who decided to play pretend while at Muji.

I like taking multiple shots of the same scenery and use different effects to see what it turns out. Don't judge me.

Scallop ramen

Shrimp dumplings

Ham& cheese sandwich

Dear the friendliest person I knew for only one day

The friendliest people I've met are prolly the ones when I go to a certain mega0church. I'm not one who goes church regularly, so to actually come is a major achievement unlock. So to the friendliest person I've met for a day, thanks for being friendly, and welcoming when I came to join your cell for service. Then I wouldn't be out of place or awkward. One thing tho, I've my reasons to not come church, be it whether my parents disapprove or I just don't like the churchy atmosphere (it's up to you to speculate), I do hope you respect my choice and not try to persuade to come more often. Other than that, thanks for being hospitable that day. :)

x

Sentosa Part 2 - Universal Studios Singapore

2012-01-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

2601

Survives Battlestar Galactica. Immortal achievement unlocked.

CHURROS!!

Sentosa Part 1 - Images of Singapore

2012-01-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

2601

TV for 10 bucks!!

New Merlion friend - Henrick

Egg prata from the cafe

Dear the last person I made a pinky promise to,

Omg, I forgot hahahah. To whoever I did it with, I'll keep that promise no matter what, you just have to tell me what it is heh.

x

The bitter guzheng girl

2012-01-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

2501

Dress& Shoes, New Look

KUEH BOLU!!! *\O/* *\O/*

Plays guzheng at aunt's birthday. Kids in front make a racket (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

Dear the person I know that is going through the worst of times,

Hai, I'm not sure whether you're going through the worst of times, but just felt that I maybe should write something to you and coincidentally, this title came along. Hope you weren't too disheartened by your results, it's hard to imagine how you felt ): Don't be disheartened okay, because it doesn't matter how long a route you take, but as long as the end product is what you want, then all hard work will be worth it. The biggest of failures is when you don't eve bother to try. Everything will work out fine. Life's tough, so we must be tougher.

Happy 18th birthday, girl. Love you.

x

Chomp

2012-01-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

2401

White basic oversized tee, Mango / High waisted shorts, New Look

Home made yusheng by yours truly.
Made with salmon, and abalone.

Dear the person that gave me my favorite memory,

Hmm, not exactly a person, but more like a thing. Music gives me the best memories. It's my solace from whatever troubles or frustrations I have. It comforts me like no one else can. And especially to the instrument I play, it's not a common musical craft, like piano or violin, where many have. I'm extremely thankful to be able to know such a craft, and even though I suck at it most of the time, I'm grateful just as much. 11 years of learning this instrument, and I never once regretted it. Gave me the best time of my life, the best people, and the best lessons.

x

新年快乐

2012-01-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

2301

Shades, New Look

Dress, Topshop / Shoes, New Look

Yusheng!

Dear last person I kissed,

I'm forever alone. This is becoming the CNY questionnaire my relatives ask each year.

x

Eat like a truck driver

2012-01-23T00:47:00.001+08:00

2201

Blackforest ham is heavenly

Dear someone I'd want to give a second chance to,

Make a change, not for me, nor your parents, but for yourself. That's all I want to say.

x

A chain of cryptic remarks

2012-01-22T01:44:00.000+08:00

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Dear person whom I miss the most,
The young me. The me filled with all sorts of impossible dreams and no one would rain on my parade. "The future seems so abstract. Now the future has the nerve to show up and expects us to do something yet it doesn't want to give a helping hand."

Growing up is a huge pain in the ass. You discover more about the world and realized, it's not as beautiful as it seems. Yet, there's little you can do to reverse it because some are just so stubborn and narrow-minded. The young me had fun, and I'd never want to tarnish any of those memories.

x

1601

Dear someone that’s not in my state/country,

Hai, I don't know whether anyone not from Singapore who read my blog since this isn't Tumblr. But hello to whoever this is sitting on the other side of the earth. Where ever your, country is beautiful.

x

1701

Dear childhood friend,
Where are you now? We lost touch when you when to another school sometime during primary school, you didn't say goodbye. ): Kindergarten has now become everything but a hazy memory. I don't really what we learnt, or what we did, but we were sure carefree then. Where ever you are, whatever you're doing, I hope you're doing great.

x

1801

Don't even ask. Just don't

Dear the person that I wish I could be,

I wish I could be pretty, and smart. Being in a girl school you become extra conscious about your looks. Not because you want to, or have to, but because it's natural. I've heard so many things, "you're not pretty enough", "your eyes are too small", "your skin isn't flawless" etc. Also, I wish I could be smart. Quite sadly, I do study very hard, but not smart, which doesn't transcend into my results in most circumstances. And being a perfectionist, I want everything to be prim and proper.
x

1901

2.5/5 stars.

Dear someone that pesters your mind — good or bad,
Hello you, yah you, hello! You wanted a post dedicated to you right? So here it is. *waves*

Thanks for pestering me with your retardness, cute retardness. :D Your tweets/ smses. Too bad we can't be in the same school anymore ): and will probably be too busy to meet up a lot D: but we must keep in contact okay? Love you so much.

x

2001

Dear the one that broke my heart the hardest,

I'm forever bloody freaking alone. No one ever broke my heart, thought I took someone else's and smashed it.

x

2101

Dear someone you judged by their first impression,

I don't usually judge people by my first impression of them, but if I did, it was probably because they did/ said something that was against what I believe, or someone who decided it's appopirate to judge me without actually knowing me yet. Well to whoever it may be, too bad :b

x

Happy (early) 18th, Jessica.

2012-01-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

1301

Look what came today!

Dear someone you wish could forgive you,

Please forgive me. I'm sorry, to whomever it may be referred to. I've offended quite a lot of people in my life because I'm to straight up.

x

I don't know what to entitle this as.

2012-01-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

0801

Dear internet friend,

I don't have an internet friend. Boo ): Who would like to be mine?

x

~

0901

Release of 2011 GCE O Level results!!! I was so nervous while waiting for 30 people (-_-) and by the time I actually walked up to the table, I was too numb to do anything other than nod and shake my head. Because I'm someone with quite high expectations of myself, yet ironically enough, is quite stupid, I'm not exactly happy with my overall grades. Am I ashamed of it, no. Am I happy with it, no. Do I accept it, I have to.

And um, I broke down in front of my Physics teacher.

This, for the left time.

Dear someone who wished you could meet,

Or rather, to the group of people I want to meet - the Glee cast. I've so much to say to them, so much to be thankful for, because of them. They, and they show literally saved my life, when they came onto my tv in a down period of my life. At that point, I was really rock bottom, and felt like a total loser, an underdog. But they were the ones who inspired me through their show that it's is alright to be the underdog. They celebrate that, it is part of life. The character in which they act aren't your glamorized high school stereotypes. They're in fact quite down-to-earth, and very relatable to.

Another important lesson they have taught me through this show is that hate is bad. I hated myself, and different groups of people so much back then. They diffused the hate within me, and I'm more the grateful for it. So, who said that you will learn rubbish from television?

x

~

1001

Dear someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to,

I'm sorry we don't talk as much, and may have given you a hostile impression of me. I blame it mainly on my awkwardness and serious lack in PR skills. Anyway, we use to talk a lot last time, but after we changed classes, we had new friends, and the interaction between each other became less. And now, it's kinda awkward. ): We still talk to each other, on Twitter, but interaction is of course a lot different when talking on the internet. We saw each other the other best at CCA fai, but we didn't had a long chat, which surprised my friend with me, and myself.

I wish things could go back to the was they were. But of course, I can't just keep on sticking to the past because it's familiar.

Well, where ever you are, I wish nothing but the best for you *cue Adele's "Someone Like You"* LOL. Hope you have a great life ahead. But I really hope we can meet up and now have those awkward silences.

x

1101

Dear a Deceased person you wish you could talk to,

Hi grandpa. You've been gone for about 9 years, come this August. I wished I could have treasured the time while you were around. I don't speak cantonese which caused the language between us but I can remember when I was 3-5, I always reminded not to smoke hah, it was the only cantonese line I knew beside "gonggong". Well, I still don't speak cantonese now. :b I also remember how I would make you tell me stories about the Japanese Occupation and how mom would have to be me interpreter.

We miss you everyday.

x

1201

Found some past shenanigans of year 2011.

Don't we just all love Adele?

PIE THIS WAY!

#storyofliteratureclassforyear2011

Dear the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain,

Well girl, I don't really have much to say to you since you betrayed me years back. I can forgive, but I'll never forget. Hope you did well enough for you O's to actually go somewhere in life, since you love to screw around. Remember, what goes around comes around, hope you get bitten the way you bit me. Karma's a bitch.

x

"I'm not good enough!"

2012-01-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

I know my life and my dreams goes way beyond some stupid old certificate with numbers, but that's the way the education system works. And if I can't get pass the education system, how am I going to survive in the working life?

As if I have yet to waste an extra year in secondary school, I'm going to waste another in Poly. I'm more than tired of wasting time and money to take the long route to selfishly achieve something that I want so badly. Moreover, my parents aren't the most supportive of me being a vet. Yet at the same time, being a vet has always been a dream of mine since I was 3 (tho some parts got steered in another direction due to various distractions) and to just give up on this dream, it'd be the same as letting myself down.

So basically the story of my life is that I'm just around in circles, taking the longer route than everyone else, trying to accomplish things I set out myself to accomplish. Yet it just all ends up in a bunch of dead ends here and there and not half I set myself to do it actually done, at my expectations.

Oh yes, as a Christian, I pray. Oh, do I pray so much. I pray for good results, I pray for good judgement in directions. But do they ever get answered, no. I don't get a yes, I don't get a no, I don't get a maybe. In fact, I don't even get any reply! Christian are supposed to pray to let God steer us in the good life, and there's me, unanswered prayers, no answers to any sots, trying to judge my life out by myself. From the way I see things, I could might as well be an Agnostic.

The worse thing to ever die from in this country is mediocracy.

Hipster's paradise

2012-01-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

0701

Happy birthday, Alitaaaaaa! Love you~ Hope you had fun today

My gold cassette tape shirt

Really hip chino pants. Really red.

Dear ex-crush,

I honestly don't even know why to say to you. We lost contact, I lost my feelings for you. It's a done deal.

x

The trip back home

2012-01-06T21:02:00.001+08:00

0601

PL's CCA Fair. It's always great to make a trip back to the family.

Cream denim short, U.S Polo Assn / Black top, random
Brown satchel, New Look / Ring& Necklace, DIVA

Went to Ngee Ann Poly open house in the morning

So proud of my juniors!

(L), forever.

Hi Stranger,

I actually don't know what exactly to say to you because I'm not a person with very good PR skills. So I'm gonna just say a "hi" to you.

x

Deconstructing the tiles

2012-01-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

0201

I can conclude the wines aren't my favourites for alcohols.
However, I'd love me some margaritas.

Happy 18th birthday, Yongle!

Dear crush,

Were you my crush? I doubt I ever had a crush, more of eyecandy perhaps. #foreveralone lol. But I do have celeb crushes so I might as well write about that. Well, thanks for you existence on earth, obviously. I meant, you make me swoon over you each time you do something funny/ sings/ whatever. You just scream sexy omg. I know you live halfway across this earth and have no idea who am I but whatever, I'm fangirling over here. Heh, I love you, I love your show. Byee~

x

~

0301

First day of school. Heh, no.

Hi mom and dad,

Uh, you're prolly never gonna see this so I can write whatever I want hohoho. Um, anyway, thanks for providing me food/ clothes/ shelter for the past 17 years tho I take it very much for granted. I know you're very concerned about my studies, especially O Levels since I've already screwed up once. Tho I seen very nonchalant about it, but I do care about my studies very much and I hope that my hard work reflects on your level of happiness of me.

x

~

0401

Dear brother/ sister,

The rule said write about your sibling (if any) or a close relative. Since I've neither of each, I'm just have to write about an imaginary sibling I never had.

So sibling, growing up, I always wanted a younger one to play with so I won't be so lonely. I always wished for one, but never had one. Well, mom did try, but the embryo didn't grow haha. Then when I reached high school, everyone told me how lucky I was to not had any younger siblings because they were a pain in an ass. I'm glad I don't have any. Perhaps, it could also be a blessing in disguise, because the way I am now, I could either torment you, or I would just leave you to fend for yourself. So, be happy in heaven. Maybe in our next lives, we might end up as siblings. Older sibling then, I don't know, maybe I would want to have a brother because older brothers always have a soft spot fir their sisters. An older sister may be a bitch to me lol.

x

0501

Chill pepper chiffon dress with belt / Black polkadot lack playsuit / Brown envelope clutch
Skinny belted Chino in red / Formal denim shorts / Patient shoeboot

My dream,

Right now, with O Levels results coming around the corner, my dream now is to be able to get into my desired school. I have yet to make my mind up whether I would be JC or Poly for sure, I need a maximum point of 14. Of course, whatever I would get, I would be thankful because it is what i've sowed for months, burning midnight oils and bring loads of coffee. Yet, there would be that bit of disappointment. So right now, I'm just hoping for the very best that Big man upstairs would give me come Monday.

Another dream of mine is to be able to graduate from a reputable university. I know I'm being very practical here, but to be honest, without proper education here in Singapore, it's very far to get able with life. Be it you're gonna be a doctor, a lawyer or even an actor, we need proper education, something to fall back on just in case. My dream is to become a veterinarian.

A wild fantasy is to be a musician or a professional theater performer. Growing up doing music for a huge part of my life, and listening to music from morning to night, I knew music is the one thing that can connect everyone together. I wish to use my music to influence people. Also, doing music, and what I've seen on Glee, I gained the exposure of being on stage, and Broadway. Broadway, is all I like, combined into one. And being on stage, is like an out of body experience. The adrenaline rush one gets from being on stage performing is one that words can't describe.

Remember, never be afraid to dream a little big.

x

Twenty. Zero. Twelve.

2012-01-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

0101

HAPPY NEW YEAR, FOLKS!

Caught the fireworks in the Marina Bay area.

Creme Brulee java blend from The Coffee Club, Wheelock Place.

Dinner at Spring 聚春圆 Restaurant, Far East Square.

This was found at the restaurant lol.

CNY lights at Chinatown

Oh, I've embarked on a 30 day letter challenge. Hope I won't get bored after n days.

My dear best friend,

We say it all the time every time we give each other birthday cards, Christmas cards, yet we never get tired of saying it; thank you being there. Thanks for the company, I'm not a best of person with words when it comes to confiding in people but really thanks for being there to give me a listening ear. The greatest if friendship need not be the both of us meeting us daily, but when we meet, we have countless of things to say. Likewise, the of friendship doesn't need the greatest of conversations, it's the company that matters because our minds clique so well together.

You're like the sister I always wanted but never had lol. This 11 years knowing you has been amazeballs. I hope that our friendship will stay strong in the many years down the road and we'll still be great bffs until we're old and frail haha.

I love you this big, *bear hug*.

x

Have a blessed year ahead!

500000 + 20000 + 5000 + 600

2011-12-31T21:40:00.066+08:00

"It's time now, to sing out, though the story never ends. Let's celebrate, remember a year in the life of friends." - Season of Love

2011 has been an amazing year. By far, my favourite in this 17 years on Earth. A lot of happenings, a few life-changing events. Throughout the year, I took 2011 as a year of celebration. So many things to be thankful for, so many things to be happy for. At some point, something to grieve about, things to ponder on, but everything came out great.

School becoming a trending topic on Twitter | CNY 2011 | Golden Glory | Final curtain call | SSO Concert | Lion King: The Musical | Racial Harmony 2011 | Getting in Pottermore early | Seventeen | Born This Way | Glee 3D Movie Permiere | (Not) the Royal Wedding | Sheena's 21st | Last day in PL | O Levels | Guzheng camp/ sec 4 farewell | Cambridge Dinner 2011 | Running around ION for a cake before failing to operate a lighter | Candlelight Service @ CHC | Christmas

2011 marks the end of a few things, last year in PL, last year in guzheng. I'll miss those things. Not that I'm particularly a huge fan of school, but it has given me so many great memories. Random flash mobs in the middle of classes, waking up at ungodly hours for extra classes, eating a lot of food. And guzheng, the greatest of them all, the many people I've knew since, and have impacted so very much. I'm sure those friendship from school will extend beyond the walls of PL. It was an important year. SYF, GCE, and a whole load of school stuffs rolling into 4 terms. Glad I survived through with friends, coffee, and a whole lot of music.

Coldplay - Paradise
Fun. - We Are Young
Lady Gaga - You And I
Florence + THe Machines - Shake It Out
Adele - Turning Tables
Maroon 5 Feat. Christina Aguilera - Moves Like Jagger
Demi Locato - Skyscraper
Matthew Morrison - Still Got Tonight
Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks
Kelly Clarkson - Mr Know-It-All
Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars - Safe & Sound

I've got only 3 things for the new year; stay happy, stay healthy, and try to be closer to God. Glasses up for the new year!

Laws of anarchy

2011-12-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

2612

2712

Honey cakes flown from Taiwan.
They are like neat breakfast in a cuboid.

2812

Thanks, Dawn.

2912

Twitter sign In screen from my dad's phone.

Drink ALL the coffee!.jpg

3/5 stars

3012

Eve of new year's eve!

Eating at my ~~childhood~~ still my hero cafe.

Free gift!!

Hawaiian baked rice.

More food, flown in from Hong Kong disneyland.
Thanks, Jessica!

2012 silver planner from Smiggle.

Look what came in the mail today!
Thanks, Belle!

3112

2011-12-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

"Music is the universal language. It is the one thing that could rally people of different races, religions and nationalities together and bring them to their feet. It is the one thing people can stand up for, and dance around in immerse joy, or to sing is out loud like they have never sung before. It is the one thing where it could be used to influence people and bring more positivity into life. When was the last time you heard a rhythm and had this fleeting urge to leap off your seat to indulge yourself in it."

All of God's children are dancing

2011-12-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Christ was born today!

2512

Dad's new toy.

What are you?

2011-12-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

2012

Awww. #HeatRises

2112

What the fuck?
As if crocodiles being killed for leather usage weren't enough.
We can't sell gums in Singapore but we can trade exotic animal meat?

2212

2312

2412

2011-12-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

"Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones, and I will try to fix you."

2011-12-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

fun.: We Are Young ft. Janelle Monáe by Fueled By Ramen

Harpy birday

2011-12-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

1912

Christmas present #1

What is your outermost joy?

2011-12-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

131211!

1412

3.5/5 stars.
Loving New York more than ever, it looks too beautiful to be real.
Really can't wait to usher in 2012.

1612

1812

Love this cut out design, and the velvet material.
From New Look.

Beautiful Candlelight Service at City Harvest.

To add on to my ring fetish. Brought them at flea @ *Scape.

2011-12-13T17:38:00.002+08:00

"A song is made up of words with music. A screenplay is made up of sentences with emotions. Put them together on a stage is what I'd like to call magic."

Buenos Aires

2011-12-11T23:48:00.001+08:00

Maine lobster spaghetti

Black cod

Sakura chicken with white truffles

Suckling pig

It's a female thing

2011-12-08T21:55:00.001+08:00

0712

0812

0912

Volleyball/ hoop shooting in the morning.

From my black stud romper

This is gonna be legen -wait for it- dary. LEGENDARY!

Hallucinogens

2011-12-05T20:11:00.000+08:00

2511

2.5/5 stars

2911

3011

0512

Some stuffs happened in between. I feel like there's rock bottom, 50 feet of crap, then me.

All I want for Christmas

2011-12-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

Richard Castle "Heat Wave"

Nude pumps

Mannequin

Celebrating Peanuts: 60 Years Special 60th Anniversary Tribute

Miss Dior Cherie by Christian Dior

Clinique Acne Solutions - Liquid Makeup

Whipped cream vodka. Or for that matter, just a bottle of any sweet flavour will do.

A trip to NYC

Glee Season 2 dvd

Flipcam

It's World AIDS Day, get yourself tested, if you need to. Gonna watch "RENT".

Life in photographic motions (3)

2011-11-24T13:31:00.000+08:00

2111 - 2211

2311

4/5 stars

Happy Thanksgiving! Eat well, stay well, be thankful.

Cambridge Dinner 2011

2011-11-23T21:00:00.001+08:00

2211

The night consisted of a lot of drink, eating, dancing, singing, screaming and a dare to exotic dance on the table. Cambridge Dinner was amazeballs. Oh we won lucky draw!!

Artsy crafty fartsy

2011-11-20T23:09:00.001+08:00

1911

2011

Fail first batch

Success #1

Success #2

Made with love #1

Made with love #2

Like hobos

2011-11-19T11:14:00.001+08:00

1511 - 1711

1811

Deal with it. Suck it up.

2011-11-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

It's over. It's finally over.

I feel as if I've came through a long painful labour. It's great to be sitting in front of the tv feeling 100% guilt-free, a long wait of 11 months and 14 days.

Thank God for my friends, music and loads of coffee to survive until 3am doing work until my TYS tore.

Our teachers are such trolls

PL Guzheng

Free chocolates from TTK

Vandalism in a cubicle of a toilet in 313.

LOL

Post O Level bucketlist

Buy and build an entire set of Lego City
Built a 3D model of my room
Sleep, eat, drink, shopping
Finish all my overdued TV shows
Have a movie/ theater hunt at Esplanade library

2011-10-22T18:50:00.001+08:00

Florence + The Machines - Shake It Out

Coldplay - Paradise

Like magic.

This is it

2011-10-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

We love it as much as we hate it. We complain all so much about it, yet at the same time, shower so much praise onto it.

LAST DAY IN PL.

It's been a long winding 11 year route, and it unknowingly just whizzed by.

I'm really not a person with good PR skills, and so when I joined the cohort after staying back in Grade 9, I thought my life would be in hell. But for the most parts, they were all very accepting and non-judgmental, and I've to thank them for that.

Annabelle: Thanks for being such an amazing lab partner (best one yet!)/ class buddy. All the times we broke out into impromptu musical numbers and being threatened to be throw out of chemistry classes 150000 times for talking even when we weren't ._. And being no. 1 celebs in english LOL. It's been a pleasure knowing you.

Dawn: HAI HAWN!! I love that name trolol. Thanks for being a great class partner, and I wished I had God-given rights to kill you for your lameness and horniness. You've been wonderful.

Jamie: It's bee 3 long years, we had our ups and our downs, But you know what, at the end of the day, all's well ends well. Thanks for being my friend,

Sam& Omi: Thanks so much for providing the odd retarded humour, Will miss hanging out together.

And to my other friends, Tongz, Natty, Pine, Anzuah, Png, Wendy, Ernie, and everyone else because there's just too many to name: Thanks for making my school experience as magical and as funny as it seen to be.

PL Guzheng, the one thing that kept me rooted to the ground and go around for 5 years without having a single discipline record. And it's also where my true friends are found. Grace: Thank you so much for being such a wonderful twin, thanks for being there when I need someone to confide with. And to all my other sec 4/5 guzhengists, Guof, Keely, Michelle, Hweejia, Liming, Eunice T, Eunice L, Van Tan, Van Chiu, Lydia, Sianling, Joyce, Helen, Alita, it's been a joy and a pleasure working alongside with all you guys.

My teachers too, especially Ms Lee, Mr Pang, Ms Kok, 吴老师，陈老师. Not like they would see it, and it'd be very mortifying if they did, but these 5 teachers had impacted me the most. Some of them has taught me since sec2 and they've seen me through my successes and - mostly - failure of their various subjects, and nag about my ~~selective hearing~~ no, basically I just don't hear anything. They're the ones who motivated me to aim higher than what I think I can do.

Working 4 the Best as 1. #4B12011ftw

Right now, I've this fleeting urge to burst out into tears. You can take a girl out of PL, but you can never take PL out from a girl. Hasta la vista, my friends.

Sheena's 21 year old

2011-10-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

Print on my crop shirt

Screw the new Childrens' Day. God knows when it even is now. Back then, it's today, so Happy Childrens' Day! And yes, passed my last official childrens' day worrying about PSLE lol.

Presentszz

Children Day presents from my form teacher, co-tutor. Yey cheap thrills lol. They honestly aren't bad unless they're vomiting sarcasm at you. In other news, I've never felt more cheated in my life.

It feels as if my life is a fat lie. We were brainwashed to spread the prejudice and yet, in the book where wisdom supposedly originated, everything is swept under the carpet. I'm not amused.

FINAL WEEK OF SCHOOL START IN 2 DAYS. NO KIDDING.

A Shinjuku Halloween

2011-09-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

Was requested to update. Been so busy of the late.

25092011 - F1 Singapore Grand Prix + Linkin Park concert

It was an ear-splitting experience. Literally.

29092011 - Dinner with Li En and Vivian

We really need to catch up more, but after my finals. Happy birthday, Danielle (28/9)!

Coldplay's "Fix You" has been on replay for the week. I need fixture in my life. Fist my grades, then my train-wrecked life. The strive for perfection is bringing me on the road to physically torture myself (ie; peeling random pieces of skins off my fingers.) . But that's me, who am I without perfection?

Kelvin& Nicole's wedding

2011-09-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

My god brother/ cousin got married today. Enjoy.

Dress: Topshop

Shades: Cotton On

Shoes: Mondo

Ring: Topshop

We don't really talk much due to our 14 years age difference, but I'm really happy for him and Nicole. May you two last long! :D

City child

2011-09-12T20:59:00.001+08:00

Using Blogger's new interface. Seems weird.

PWN'D

05092011 - Gleeking out, still.
Physic lecture in the morning, Glee Live: 3D again lol. It's the few movies where I ca watch it for x times and probably won't get tired of it. It's seriously electrifying. Though, people didn't make much noise. Actually, we were the only ones making noise like 12 year old crazy fangirls.

So it seems many of my other friends have watched the movie too. One statement from my friend struck me, "You hate the sin, not the person. You may support but dun approve." I personally find, if you don't approve, every form of supporting thereafter is invalid. Say you go for Pink Dot, met a lesbian couple and go, "I support your relationship, but I do not approve of it." It's oxymoronic, and to some extent, offending. Once again, religion is the cause for such hate. Like I said in the Born This Way post, religion was never supposed to be a reason to create discrimination. Religion is like a penis. It's okay to have one, it's great to have one. It's fine to be proud of it. But please, don't whip it out in public and starting waving it around, and please, don't not shove it down anyone's face.

I supposed why I love the TV series so much it because I can relate to it on a personal level. What struck me was that the characters were on a very down-to-earth levels, unlike glamorized character you see on other shows. This show popped on my screen when I was in a down period, when I felt like an underdog, a loser and it has taught be that it's alright to be one and the issues that i struggle with, everyone - at certain point in life - would also struggle with it as well.

06092011 - Study session at White Tangerine Cafe.

Beautiful paper is beautiful.

$23 Topshop ring

09092011 - Town

3.75/5 stars

Union Jack ring

"Crazy Stupid Love" with Vivian, it's been a long time since we last met. Really miss the gang from last time, now we're all so busy running our different lives. Great comedy, funniest I've seen this summer. Happy birthday Sop!

Lemongrass fish from TCC, Shaw Centre

The rest of the days were spent around wallowing in self-pity fuckeries on how sad my life is from studying and having little to none social life. Happy birthday to Soo too (7/9) and Grace (11/9).

10 years after September 11 attacks, we never forget. First day of my final term. I'm going to make it magical. Last 3 papers of my final preliminary, I burnt myself within 5 minutes of Chemistry practical, then had both my chemistry& physics papers splashed with chemicals.

Happy mid-autumn festival!

See the people walking down the street

2011-09-02T21:24:00.001+08:00

31082011 - Gleek'd out.

4.5/5 stars

Had a blast at the premiere, a whole load of screaming, fangirling, singing. The Glee Cast, ruining your life, questioning your sexuality, giving you eargasm since 2009. This show popped into my TV screen at the lowest point of the time, a time where I was an underdog, where I need acceptance, acceptance of myself. It taught me to love myself even when the whole world hated you. This show taught me more life lessons that what I read off my rutty CME textbook.

Stage, it's the element that brings out the magic within.

01092011 - Merry Teachers' Day.

We'll let the pictures do the talking.

I've been taught by 6 teachers from this lot.

02092011 - Smurf'd.

3.25/5 stars

Watched it with guzheng people. Kovan => Serangoon -> Bishan -> Somerset -> Orchard -> Kovan. Mrt journey. The H&M building looks amazing, it's opening tomorrow yay. "Smurf smurfing smurfity smurf".

Kelvin's wedding invites.

Picture aplenty. Keep yourselves entertained.

I wrote a song

2011-08-29T15:58:00.002+08:00

NewtQuaffle77. Find me on Pottermore.

90% done with my final prelims. It's been one hell of a ride. For the most part, I think I did better than the previous time. Got back Chinese O Levels. A B3. Happy, but not satisfied.

Climbed out of bed at 9 am to watch the VMAs live on MTV. Personally, MTV should crack their heads on a screw because they gave us more breaks that the actual show. And it got psyched when Momma Monster took home "Best Female" while is drag. Troll.

Happy birthday to Lea Michele, Michael Jackson and my aunt, who are all made out of gold.

Gastronomical

2011-08-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

Maroon 5- Moves Like Jagger
Lady Gaga - Judas
Michael Andrews Feat. Gary Jules - Mad World
Pitbull Feat. Ne-Yo - Grab Me Eveything
Jennifer Lopez Feat. Lil Wayne - I'm Into You
Adele - Rolling In The Deep
Katy Perry - E.T
Duck Sauce - Barbra Streisand
Coldplay - Charlie Brown
Matthew Morrison - Summer Rain
Coldplay - Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

Full steam ahead for exam week. Let's go! Ill as hell is a back start, blowing my nose off and becoming Lord Voldy. On a brighter side, booked tickets for Glee Live: The 3D Movie Premiere on 31 August. Now here's something to look forward after Final Prelims.

Born This Way

2011-08-08T15:42:00.003+08:00

image from Tumblr

It's the eve of National Day. Tomorrow will be like that one day of the year that I feel patriotic. Oh no, don't get me wrong here, I'm proud to be a Singaporean, truly I am. This island will always be my home, it will always be the place where I have been brought up, and learnt just about everything. No matter where I am, in 5 years or 10 years, I will always be thankful for what I have received and would never give up my citizenship.

Some weeks ago, my teacher made me write "Wishes for Singapore", as part of my school's racial harmony board. I wrote that I’ve proud of our big achievements for the past years - from a small fishing village, to a British colony before the Japanese Occupation, to fighting for our independence in 1965. Since then, we have come a long way from factory work being a big part of our livelihood to a modernized city. Another thing I wrote was equality. Which is something I would like to say about.

The weekend before this, I wanted to let my mom and my uncle watch a US Senate video on the equal marriage bill. Instead of watching it, both of them screeched, "What, do you think I'm gay?” What is wrong with this society? People, you do not need to be gay to support gay right! All you need to be is human. I'm not gay, and look what I am doing. Let me ask, if you support animal rights, you are telling me you are an animal too? This is the shallowest way to put thing. Homophobia, it's a disease. A man-made disease. It's like asking yourself to be ill voluntarily.

My family is not the only ones who think this way, many others too. This society has defined how people should think. Sadly, we have been led in the wrong way.

Some of my friends tell me I am a Christian, it is against the Christian rule to be gay, or even, to support gay rights. Romans 1:26-27 says, "Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones. In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error." I do acknowledge that while some people would like to stick towards their religious beliefs, but when it comes to things like these, the Bible stays out. I will not compromise my religious beliefs for the rights for 2 humans who truly love each other. Religion should never be a reason to have prejudice. God made us, and love us for who we are. We love because He first loves us, so who are we to judge? Who are we to hate? Also, religion should not take precedence over equality. While religious leaders can continue sticking to their own beliefs, but a government should not should not discriminate for the LGBT communities. It is not fair. No way, no how should this be the case.

One of the stars on the Singapore flag meant "equality", the pledge students island-wide recite 5 days a week has the word "equality" in it too. What's the point of putting it in there if we do not practice what we preach? Total equality in a country doesn't just meant everyone - regardless of race, religion, or sex -, get the same opportunities/ jobs/ educations/ whatever. It also meant that we have equal rights to choose to love and marry whom we love. Rights in Singapore is propagandized so strongly by the government. It's not only is it a felony to be gay, the word isn't even allowed to be used! Everyone is somehow taught that it is wrong and that if you're wrong, then sorry, your life's going to be tough.

Prejudice is a sign of ignorance.

I remember once hearing a taxi driver saying this, "It's isn't that easy to have such stuffs implemented here." I agree, it really isn't easy. Thus, reinstating a point that I made above, many Singaporean would consider this place as a cosmopolitan city, and would go to our graves swearing that it is. But let me tell you, deep down in many hearts, we still maintain many of our Asian heritages, and are actually very conservative. Don’t believe me? Just go onto the streets to do a little survey. I did not even need to conduct one along Orchard Road; all I needed to do was to ask a few of my friends who sit around me in school. Shockingly, all of them are against LGBT rights. This I find very appalling, I thought they were different; after all, we were being brought up in an environment that taught us we should not discriminate.

Continuing my story from just now, I decided to slip from the crowd to watch the video in peace, my mother found me and told me this, “You shouldn’t be exposed to such things at a young age. It only warps you mind, you shouldn't be involved in such things.” I beg to differ. Sarcastically speaking, should we then, teach our children that babies are sent by storks? Should we not be honest to who we truly are? We currently live in a vicious cycle, by not exposing children to - what I call "human knowledge" - we are barring them from the truth. They are unable to accept, in then would close door for changes.

Thank God for pop culture, who in recent years has raised the awareness for LGBT rights. Lady Gaga, and Glee, to name just 2 examples. Special mentions to Glee, a show that celebrates the LGBT community. You many say that my mind is easily swayed by the television - judge for me all you want - but even since this show popped on my TV screen 2 years ago, I have been cured of my homophobia. Say that there wasn’t such a show, and a character like Kurt comes along, all my head would have is negative remarks and how he should not appear on our screens. But now, he is one of the characters I respect so much as he has taught me so many stuffs no school and ever teach. The cast also, has done a wonderful job in raising awareness around.

I’m so proud for New York for legalizing the equal marriage bill last June. This is a progress. It set me thinking, will there ever be a day when Singapore would follow the footsteps of New York? From what I am seeing now, probably nowhere in the near future, especially with the infamous Section 377A of The Penal Code hanging around. I’m not even asking for gay marriages to be legalized here yet, all I am wanting here is for 2 people, who truly love each other to do so without being prosecuted. In what way it is a crime or a sin to chose to love someone? It is 2 people, who are loving and committed to each other. These relationships are the ones I envy, and in fact, many should envy.

Gandhi once said, "Be the change you want to see in the world", if the current generation can't make the change, then let our generation be the one to make the change. We are young, and have yet to see the outside world. Do not let our thinking be defined by the way our parents told us, do not let our perspectives be shaped by what society thinks. Do not let ignorance get in our way. Let us witness this revelation that could bring change to our country.

"Let love in."

Gay day

2011-08-06T23:37:00.016+08:00

Mad day of gayness. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BAO! You're old, as your classmates say "老死了！". Now I can officially read Seventeen magazines and walk down the streets spreading gayness everywhere. LOL You're a year away from legal drinking~

Thanks, Pine! :D

Picnic by the bay, playing speed mono deal, singing our butts off, snacking, making a lot of noise. Nothing can get better than this. Whether you tried calling me/ texted me/ facebook walled me/ tweeted me, thanks for everything guys.

Fate, not chance

2011-08-03T18:00:00.001+08:00

My seventeen this week wouldn't be a happy one. My application for Nanyang JC was rejected.

I thought I was already mentally prepared as soon as I got back my exam results that I would stand a slim chance of being successful, but I never thought it'd kick as hard now that the news is starting to settle in. I will continue loving guzheng. The days in PL Guzheng has been the best time of my life. It always will be. But for now, I guess it's time to retire from the performing scene and start something else afresh. Perhaps, I'll take it as a form of leisure, but the chances of me being as hardcore as last time is not really possible.

I'm currently questioning the validity of Christianity. I feel that God is punishing me more than blessing me. I can literally count with my own 2 hands the number of times He was blessed me, the last one ending with SYF. But then again, it was a group effort so on an individual basis, not for a very long time. So long, even I can't remember.

They say you reap what you sow, and God will bless the hardworking one. I've been hardworking, I have been praying! But nothing seems to be working? Everyone around me seen to have their prayers answers, have miracles from God done upon them. And here I am sitting around, working and praying hard, but all efforts seem to be futile. They say there is always 3 answers to a prayer - yes, no and wait - but what if the wait has been so long that all you want to do it give up? I always wonder what are His plans for me. I may be a literature student but I'm not the greatest in fishing out subtile hints. I'd rather like things set in their literal mode.

What happens when you have reached a point where "God, help me!" doesn't seem to be working anymore?

Why is He doing this to do? It is because I stray from church even so often? Or it is because I run away from cell group and shy away from ministry events? Or is it because I cuss too much? Or it is I seem to say things with an agnostic view? Or it is I support things based on the normal Christian beliefs? Or maybe I tend to portray myself as a Christian paradox?

Starting to wonder if He has ever heard my prayers, or in the first place, is up there.

At a lost now.

Fabulous wishlist

2011-08-01T21:36:00.035+08:00

Things that I shamelessly want for the birthday;

Celebrating Peanuts: 60 Years Special 60th Anniversary Tribute

Monopoly deal

Clinique Acne Solutions Liquid Makeup

Miss Dior Cherie

Hedwig Owl plush

In black or nude color

These shoes!

Entire set of NICI stuffed animals

The Phantom Of The Opera mask

iPod Touch

Lightsaber

Born This Way T-shirt

CDs (ask me for which singers)

Entire Harry Potter series. Includes DVDs

KTHXBAI xoxo

The lost still walk behind you, and linger still they find you

2011-07-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

All they say
Is "Trust in What is Written"
Wars are made
And somehow that is wisdom
Thought is suspect
And money is their idol
And nothing is okay unless it's scripted in their Bible

Never apologize for what that makes you different.

The magic

2011-07-23T19:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DANIEL RADCFILLE. Forever my perfect Harry :D

Watched Harry Potter And The Deathly Harrows Part 2. Finally.

The movie starting.

At Bellatrix's vault and seeing the Hufflepuff Cup.

Seeing Neville..

The Ron and Hermione kiss.

Voldermort's army attacking Hogwarts.

Seeing Snape and Fred being killed.

Harry's "death".

Neville's speech.

Second battle at Hogwarts...

Bellatrix and Voldermort killed.

Epilogue.

Basically, I just spoiled the entire love (in case you haven't watch) in a nutshell. Psyched. I didn't cry during the movie, the teeth-shattering cold cinema froze my tear ducts and rendered me unable to cry. I did die inside. My childhood, it all ends.

Suffering from post- Potter depression.

Racial Harmony 2011

2011-07-18T19:44:00.002+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY!!

Welcome to flight 4B12011.

Queen of sloth

2011-07-12T19:50:00.001+08:00

The wedges I reserved from Mondo came today!

These bad boys add a good 5 inches to my unimpressive frame of 1.58m.

In other news, 2/5 days through hell week #1, it's hell obviously. And I'm going for SYF showcase with Grace. (She wanted me to mention her here) Oh hai! A shout out to her, btw plz write on my tag board <- there tyvm. Click on this, it will set you thinking.

Ozdust Ballroom

2011-07-09T22:32:00.001+08:00

(via Camera360 - lomo)

Happy 1st Birthday, Cavan!