I know my life and my dreams goes way beyond some stupid old certificate with numbers, but that's the way the education system works. And if I can't get pass the education system, how am I going to survive in the working life?
As if I have yet to waste an extra year in secondary school, I'm going to waste another in Poly. I'm more than tired of wasting time and money to take the long route to selfishly achieve something that I want so badly. Moreover, my parents aren't the most supportive of me being a vet. Yet at the same time, being a vet has always been a dream of mine since I was 3 (tho some parts got steered in another direction due to various distractions) and to just give up on this dream, it'd be the same as letting myself down.
So basically the story of my life is that I'm just around in circles, taking the longer route than everyone else, trying to accomplish things I set out myself to accomplish. Yet it just all ends up in a bunch of dead ends here and there and not half I set myself to do it actually done, at my expectations.
Oh yes, as a Christian, I pray. Oh, do I pray so much. I pray for good results, I pray for good judgement in directions. But do they ever get answered, no. I don't get a yes, I don't get a no, I don't get a maybe. In fact, I don't even get any reply! Christian are supposed to pray to let God steer us in the good life, and there's me, unanswered prayers, no answers to any sots, trying to judge my life out by myself. From the way I see things, I could might as well be an Agnostic.
The worse thing to ever die from in this country is mediocracy.