I don't know what to entitle this as.

0801

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Dear internet friend,

I don't have an internet friend. Boo ): Who would like to be mine?

x

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0901

Release of 2011 GCE O Level results!!! I was so nervous while waiting for 30 people (-_-) and by the time I actually walked up to the table, I was too numb to do anything other than nod and shake my head. Because I'm someone with quite high expectations of myself, yet ironically enough, is quite stupid, I'm not exactly happy with my overall grades. Am I ashamed of it, no. Am I happy with it, no. Do I accept it, I have to.

And um, I broke down in front of my Physics teacher.

This, for the left time.

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Dear someone who wished you could meet,

Or rather, to the group of people I want to meet - the Glee cast. I've so much to say to them, so much to be thankful for, because of them. They, and they show literally saved my life, when they came onto my tv in a down period of my life. At that point, I was really rock bottom, and felt like a total loser, an underdog. But they were the ones who inspired me through their show that it's is alright to be the underdog. They celebrate that, it is part of life. The character in which they act aren't your glamorized high school stereotypes. They're in fact quite down-to-earth, and very relatable to.

Another important lesson they have taught me through this show is that hate is bad. I hated myself, and different groups of people so much back then. They diffused the hate within me, and I'm more the grateful for it. So, who said that you will learn rubbish from television?

x

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Dear someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to,

I'm sorry we don't talk as much, and may have given you a hostile impression of me. I blame it mainly on my awkwardness and serious lack in PR skills. Anyway, we use to talk a lot last time, but after we changed classes, we had new friends, and the interaction between each other became less. And now, it's kinda awkward. ): We still talk to each other, on Twitter, but interaction is of course a lot different when talking on the internet. We saw each other the other best at CCA fai, but we didn't had a long chat, which surprised my friend with me, and myself.

I wish things could go back to the was they were. But of course, I can't just keep on sticking to the past because it's familiar.

Well, where ever you are, I wish nothing but the best for you *cue Adele's "Someone Like You"* LOL. Hope you have a great life ahead. But I really hope we can meet up and now have those awkward silences.

x

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1101

Dear a Deceased person you wish you could talk to,

Hi grandpa. You've been gone for about 9 years, come this August. I wished I could have treasured the time while you were around. I don't speak cantonese which caused the language between us but I can remember when I was 3-5, I always reminded not to smoke hah, it was the only cantonese line I knew beside "gonggong". Well, I still don't speak cantonese now. :b I also remember how I would make you tell me stories about the Japanese Occupation and how mom would have to be me interpreter.

We miss you everyday.

x

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1201

Found some past shenanigans of year 2011. 

Don't we just all love Adele?

PIE THIS WAY!

#storyofliteratureclassforyear2011

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Dear the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain,

Well girl, I don't really have much to say to you since you betrayed me years back. I can forgive, but I'll never forget. Hope you did well enough for you O's to actually go somewhere in life, since you love to screw around. Remember, what goes around comes around, hope you get bitten the way you bit me. Karma's a bitch.

x

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