Deconstructing the tiles

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I can conclude the wines aren't my favourites for  alcohols.
However, I'd love me some margaritas.

Happy 18th birthday, Yongle!

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Dear crush,

Were you my crush? I doubt I ever had a crush, more of eyecandy perhaps. #foreveralone lol. But I do have celeb crushes so I might as well write about that. Well, thanks for you existence on earth, obviously. I meant, you make me swoon over you each time you do something funny/ sings/ whatever. You just scream sexy omg. I know you live halfway across this earth and have no idea who am I but whatever, I'm fangirling over here. Heh, I love you, I love your show. Byee~

x

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First day of school. Heh, no.

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Hi mom and dad,

Uh, you're prolly never gonna see this so I can write whatever I want hohoho. Um, anyway, thanks for providing me food/ clothes/ shelter for the past 17 years tho I take it very much for granted. I know you're very concerned about my studies, especially O Levels since I've already screwed up once. Tho I seen very nonchalant about it, but I do care about my studies very much and I hope that my hard work reflects on your level of happiness of me.

x

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Dear brother/ sister,

The rule said write about your sibling (if any) or a close relative. Since I've neither of each, I'm just have to write about an imaginary sibling I never had.

So sibling, growing up, I always wanted a younger one to play with so I won't be so lonely. I always wished for one, but never had one. Well, mom did try, but the embryo didn't grow haha. Then when I reached high school, everyone told me how lucky I was to not had any younger siblings because they were a pain in an ass. I'm glad I don't have any. Perhaps, it could also be a blessing in disguise, because the way I am now, I could either torment you, or I would just leave you to fend for yourself. So, be happy in heaven. Maybe in our next lives, we might end up as siblings. Older sibling then, I don't know, maybe I would want to have a brother because older brothers always have a soft spot fir their sisters. An older sister may be a bitch to me lol.

x

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Chill pepper chiffon dress with belt / Black polkadot lack playsuit / Brown envelope clutch
Skinny belted Chino in red / Formal denim shorts / Patient shoeboot

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My dream,

Right now, with O Levels results coming around the corner, my dream now is to be able to get into my desired school. I have yet to make my mind up whether I would be JC or Poly for sure, I need a maximum point of 14. Of course, whatever I would get, I would be thankful because it is what i've sowed for months, burning midnight oils and bring loads of coffee. Yet, there would be that bit of disappointment. So right now, I'm just hoping for the very best that Big man upstairs would give me come Monday.

Another dream of mine is to be able to graduate from a reputable university. I know I'm being very practical here, but to be honest, without proper education here in Singapore, it's very far to get able with life. Be it you're gonna be a doctor, a lawyer or even an actor, we need proper education, something to fall back on just in case. My dream is to become a veterinarian.

A wild fantasy is to be a musician or a professional theater performer. Growing up doing music for a huge part of my life, and listening to music from morning to night, I knew music is the one thing that can connect everyone together. I wish to use my music to influence people. Also, doing music, and what I've seen on Glee, I gained the exposure of being on stage, and Broadway. Broadway, is all I like, combined into one. And being on stage, is like an out of body experience. The adrenaline rush one gets from being on stage performing is one that words can't describe.

Remember, never be afraid to dream a little big.

x

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